"am i neglecting you?"

when i ask you that, i need you to tell me the truth.
truth is, i dont make the best decisions all the time. i do make bad choices, bad judgments. i'm not all the time rational, i'm emotional and passionate. and most of the time i trust my heart rather than my brain.
but i do miss you. even though i try and deny it all the time.
if i dont miss you then why am i feeling this way?
your one touch one look one kiss can change my decision, thats how much you mean to me now.
maybe in a couple weeks/months/years dynamic of our relation will change, but for now, please stand by me.